Great title, huh! Well, I have to say this title was not my idea. This was “given” to me graciously by a small green ford that was driving in front of me the other day in Santa Monica. This title is the personalized license plate of this little car.
I have so many times in my life needed others to pray for me. I have so many times in my life needed others to pray for me even when I did not know I needed the prayers.
There have been times in my life when I was in great darkness, mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually, there has been times in my life when I knew I needed others to pray for me, I knew I needed to pray for myself and I asked for that help, many times.
There have been times in my life when I knew I needed to pray for others, specific times where I knew others individually and collectively needed my guided thought, based in my innate heart love for them. For you see, I believe that prayer, true prayer is a song of the heart, governed, or sparked by a thought or experience. Based in a deep intent to help.
I have known times in my life where I have just prayed, prayed in thanks, in wonder, in emotion, in love, in worry and as one being with all things and ways. There have been times in my life that I have sat in Inipi’s (sweat lodges) and have sung prayers in the four, five rounds for my ancestors, my loves, for my enemies, for myself and for this world. I can tell you that something so subtle and yet unquestionably powerful occurs while I or anyone is in the midst of prayer. Something so illogical and yet so right, so home, so there, proving to me that we are governed by prayer, it is really our essential essence. And I believe it is the action, energy, expression and kinesthetic experience that really is the power of prayer.
Prayer is really our true form of communication, aside for telepathy. Telepathy is concept, spoken to the soul’s mind so that a dialogue is created. God speaks through all things and all ways. Anyway that God can get our attention, speak to us directly, bring us comfort, or change is just okay by it.
Bear with me for a moment, for I will in a little bit get to the reason for the title of this blog. You see my God has spoken to my very thoughts, many times not spoken out loud, but to my heart, even when others had not heard my hearts deep soul filled cry in joy, in despair, God has, and God has brought me comfort, God speaking, praying for me from it’s essential nature which is love has brought me through and out of the darkest places.
Years ago, when I was a child, a good 42 years ago, I was laying in my bed having either just woken up or I was having difficulty falling asleep. In my childhood I would keep my radio on low at night so that I may fall asleep and sleep through the night. So, one day, I was on my bed in my bedroom feeling great distress, for I had a childhood of some very deeply emotional lessons. I was feeling so unhappy and in pain and on the radio Paul McCartney’s song “Let It Be,” came on the radio, this song brought me comfort. And from that point on whenever I would go into such deep distress, until the present time that song will show up on the radio, on Pandora just at the very moment I need to exhale and relax my shoulders, In that very moment I need to be reminded to “LET IT BE.”
Years later I ran classes to help others with their spiritual awakening. And I would bring in guest healers for the group. One gentleman whom I asked to come teach the group had and has the gift of doing channeled music. I had him come to my group several times. And each time he had an exquisite way of channeling a song for each individual in my group. This one group session he turned to me unexpectedly and asked “Amaya, would you like a song.” I was surprised and I said, thank you of course. Now, I had never told anyone about my communication with God through the Song “Let It Be.” So I know for certain that Scott had NO IDEA at all about this song. Well, Scott turned towards me with this huge smile on his face. He then began to play the first chords to Let It Be., He put different words to this music, channeled words that were just perfect for me at that time. I was taken aback beyond words, speechless. I was so deeply touched. Remember Scott had no idea what that song meant to me.
Amazing, so amazing how creation speaks everywhere all the time, now to this license plate, I have one more story about another license plate and then onto what I gleaned from this license plate.
Years ago, a dear friend and I were driving home from a meeting, and we were having a very big deal bitch fest session together. Complaining and bitching about some very uncontrollable things in our lives. Things, and people whom we did not want to let go of, yet we wanted them to change.
As we were driving on this winding road in Pa, we came around a curve and began to go up a ramp to get onto U.S.1. As we came around the curve a small roadster, cut us off, just as both of us were still complaining about life. Well, being from the east coast, being cut off like that was just not acceptable. We both had a few truck driver words for that driver. And, as those words began to come out of my mouth, this small sports car finally swung into position in front of the car my friend was driving, its tags coming into our vision, now mind you not a second before my friend had exclaimed “what in the world am I to do about all of this.” The answer appeared in the most profound way, this little roadster’s license plates said in bold letters “ LET GO” Neither one of us could speak for quite a few moments. For God had spoken, and when god speaks, when the windows of our souls, of our cells metaphorically rattle there can be nothing but silence and reverence for the sacredness of God’s voice.
Okay then, onto this sweet car. This car a week ago who tags spoke to me, actually I heard God speaking to me. SAY 1 4 me. Hmm…. At first I thought; well how touching, how powerful, this woman via her license plate gets to ask complete strangers to pray for her all the time.
Is it not our own true hidden desire to have someone, somewhere praying for us? Not just when we need help. Someone just praying for you, just because you are, praying for you in giving thanks for your life. Praying for you that you shall be protected and revered in this world as you are in heaven, that your highest needs are met even the not so easy lessons. Praying that you may remember and express your good humor, praying just for you, even without you asking.
Then I thought, WOW, how great this woman is reminding me that I need to pray for others. To pray for this woman as she goes about her world, to pray for her family, and those who will come after her, and for those who have come before her, for all her relations. To learn to make every step a prayer, many elders call this the red road, the sacred path, a holy walk. The course of miracles says that there is no special relationships only sacred or holy relationships. Well I believe in order for us to really become human soul here on earth, that we must make being in a prayerful state our first nature.
And then there was the last realization that occurred for me, the one that really set everything into place for me. That this was the voice of God, God saying to me “SAY 1 4 ME.” This can be felt as very convoluted for a moment. Wait; does god want me to pray for it/him/her? The answer is yes, in praise and exaltation. For we, and our God is moving, through into, and is the heart of seven to nine other God’s to bring the purity of love and wisdom to all creation, beyond space and time.
God wants us to pray in his creation, in his form, from his heart, eyes, thought, wisdom and breath GOD WANT US TO SAY ONE FOR HIM/HER/IT, for this world, for all past, present and future vortex’s of energy. For all levels of love and creation, for each other and all things and ways, forever and ever AMEN. Once the energy of prayer get started and picked up by one voice and then another, and another, and so on and so forth we are praying for and with God.
In this natural course of events, beyond our perception this wonderful thing occurs. We become the light, the way, the life and the prayer, which then shall go on forever. Our thoughts become the prayerful state, our minds, become the prayerful state, our souls become not only the prayerful state, our souls then can create GOD’S PRAYER HERE IN THIS WORLD.
I hear God saying, I hear this woman asking, I hear you and me asking, Hey, hey there would you, could you just take a moment or two and “SAY 1 4 ME!”
Love to you all with all my blessings and exuberant joy, I am and shall always be your faithful servant.
And by the way I am saying 1 4 YOU RIGHT NOW.
Many Blessings, Amaya Victoria
THANK YOU GOD FOR YOUR VERY EXISTENCE, IN MY LIFE, MY BREATH, MY CELLS, MY HEART, MY MIND AND MY VERY SOUL. THANK YOU GOD FOR YOUR VERY EXISTENCE, IN THIS MOMENT AND FOREVER. I SEND YOU GOD GREAT LOVE SO YOU MAY EXPAND AND FEED THOSE AROUND ME OF ALL CREATION AND CREATIONS. I PRAY FOR YOU GOD MAY YOUR PEACE EXPONENTIALLY GO BEYOND ALL EXPECTATIONS FOR ETERNITY AND WITH THIS MY SONG, MY SOUL, MY LOVE. ALL SONGS, ALL SOULS, ALL LOVE. GOD MAY YOU AND THE UNIVERSE BECOME SO HUGE THAT ALL THERE IS EXPERIENCE, EMOTION, THOUGHT AND LIGHT, LINED UP FOR HARMONY, CONFLICT AND CREATION. AND MAY IN THIS MY GOD MAY I AM AT PEACE AS YOU ARE. MAY EACH OF YOU REMEMBER YOUR BEAUTY, MAY EACH OF YOU FORGET YOU’RE PAIN AND MAY EACH OF YOU BECOME THE PRAYER OF ALL THINGS AND ALL WAYS FOREVER, AMEN